Lauren Booth - Tony Blair's sister in law - converts to Islam LIVE at GP...

WELCOME To ISLAM.... :) MashaAllah..

Two Worlds Collide by Demi Lovato

this song is really awesome and great for all bestfriends in the whole world... for my bff.. this is for you.. :D I really miss you! :(

It was just a dream... \^o^/

Last night, when I was about to sleep,.I was wondering if how would I dream the things that I want to see even if it'll just a dream. That moment I was thinkin about my Past and the Future Life that I want to be. I want to see what I wanted to see even if it's not possible to make it happen like seeing people from my past and wishing that I would see them in the future. I closed my eyes then suddenly...

A two girls came out from a room and closed the door by one of them (I don't know exactly where was that room from or what was the place because it's not clear on my vision but I'm sure it's a room) then I shouted "MADAM!" and the two was stared at me, one of them came closer then took my hand and said "Ui Musta?" ("Hey, How are You?")..then finally I recognized her. She's the twin of my ex-bestfriend (then Perhaps the other one was her twin..hahah!). By that, I was trying to find the other but She was gone. 'Madam' suddenly whispered at me "OK LANG YAN" ("It's Ok!") and then she embraced me.

My eyes opened and realized that I was on my bed. "Xet, Panaginip lang pala!" ("Shit!, jus a dream!") I whispered. I'd tried to remember what was it and the faces of the people behind my dream last night ( hahaha lolz!). I've asked some of my friends, txtmates and even my mom, "Ano ang PANAGINIP?" (What is a Dream?). My mom says "Mga Bagay na gusto mong mangyari in the future" ("It is SOMETHING that you want to make it happen in the future"). One of my close friend says "Mga feelings mo na kinikeep mo lang sa sarili mo tapos ayaw mong mangyari in reality" ("Its just your emotional feelings that you kept for yourself and then you don't want to show it in reality")...

But for me, that dream was meaningless. I don't understand what IT'S trying to tell me so I can't figure it out...I finally realized, "Wag maxadong mag isip ng bagay na gusto mong makita sa panaginip! lalo na pag di mo rin ma gets ang ibig sabihin nito! haha" (don't think about something that you want to see in your dream! especially when it's weird)..(shortcut!).hahaha! .But then again that dream was still a big question for me, coz I believe that every dream has a meaning though IT WAS JUST A DREAM!.. :) (make it sense! kinda' weird though!)..(la lang ma post eh! hmmmm) :D

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Moment of Truth

I don't visit my blogsite more often. Though I want to share my thoughts and what my daily doings to express it through here. Everybody is tired visiting their own blogs for they are too busy for some social networking and some are busy to their chores and even professional works.This day, I scrolled some musics/songs from my ipod and one of it got my attention to listened to it again. Last time I heard that song was about two years ago with my bestfriends.

The song was "MOMENT OF TRUTH" by FM Static. It got my attention to listened to it again maybe because I remember someone who was singing that song with ofcourse the backgroud music itself through my phone and with my other friend. The song was our fave that time and we love singing that song playfully after class hours for bonding of our friendship and forgetting the hectic deadlines of some sorts of damn projects in school that time , that's why everytime I heard that song, I always remember our moments in school, the laughs and the jokes part of it (career singing the song! lol!..hehe).. when we got separated (no communication, friendship is over for some unreasonable reasons hahaha!), I realized that the more we loved someone that closed to our hearts, the more we get hurt when we started to know everything the truth behind them. Truth is important when being close to someone or it might be your friend. Honesty and Trust is a part of it.

I hate lying to myself that I hate that person, no!.. the most part of it that I couldn't lie to myself was missing her and missing everything about our friendship. . . Indeed that I almost cried all night being myself that I had no shoulders to cry on not because I was weak and can't go on because of the truth that I couldn't accept and even curse it wishing that it was all a nightmare, but it wasn't so I have to moved on and it was over. Yet I am strong and those past really fades in our hearts but not in the memory. Everytime I think about it (the past), I just hate myself why I have to think about it,.. no reasons, but yes I missed her. I missed the way we were before, our laughs and even our cries at each other. Why I posted this emotional feelings that I am right now?.. It's because I want to share it to my friends out there that has been torned in truth and lies from their love ones.

I kept on telling to myself and even to my friends, there's no way to hate someone elses faults or regretting some decisions made by ourselves or choosing some wrong destiny or whatever you may call it, It was all ourselves! and not somebody elses faults. We just follow the truth in our hearts, maybe we can say we didn't use our minds, but what do we do? it was a heart matters.

Anything we hid to ourselves that we think of it as "need not" to show it, TRUTH will always come out whatever we do to hide it. Now as I listened to my ex-bestfriends favorite song a couple of years ago, I realized that In all the Lies she made from the past, our friendship was the Truth. :'-)

My Fave Songs from HEY MONDAY's album "HOLD ON TIGHT"

(HEY MONDAY)

*** These are my fave songs from Hey Monday's album Hold On Tight
*** For the music just stay and listen to my media right side.. :)

Song 1:

CANDLES

The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don’t really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn’t finish what you started
Only darkness still remains

Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

Been black and blue before
There’s no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback’s such a waste
You’re invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face

Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

One day
You will wake up
With nothing but “you’re sorrys”
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright...






(CASSADEE POPE)

SONG 2:

6 MONTHS

You're the direction I follow to get home
When I feel like I can't go on, you tell me to go
And it's like I can't feel a thing without you around
And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
'Cause you have that effect on me, you do

Everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

Months going strong now, and no goodbye
Unconditional, unoriginal
Always by my side
Meant to be together
Meant for no one but each other
You love me, I love you harder so

Everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

So please, give me your hand
So please, give me a lesson on how to steal, steal the heart
As fast as you stole mine, as you stole mine (yeahahah)

Oh and everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

So please, give me your hand
So please, just take my hand. ..


*** I HOPE EVERYONE iS IN LOVE WITH IT...hehe.. so melodic.. :)